A NEW BEGINNING

I just started moving into my new place over the weekend. I was so excited to be starting over and looking forward to just me and my youngest daughter being by ourselves. My oldest two are 18 and 20 so they are moving on. I'm sad but excited at the same time. My 14 y/o is so happy to be alone for a change, lol. I was just wondering if me wanting to be alone and not deal with my kids attitudes a wrong thing? I believe that I have given myself as a single parent 210% the last 21 years and I now deserve a break. I will always be momma just letting my little birdies spread their wings and fly on their own journey.

LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYBODY I AM TRYING TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS. LIFE IS A FUNNY THING, YOU CAN SHOW SOMEONE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM BUT NEVER UNDERSTAND THE IMPACT THAT PERSON HAS ON YOUR LIFE UNTIL ITS TOO LATE.  I WONDER IF I WILL EVER FIND THAT TYPE OF LOVE IN MY LIFE, I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT ITS THERE BUT I JUST CANT SEEM TO GRASP IT AT ALL. I LOVE MY KIDS AND I FEEL AS IF MY LIFE IS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT SURROUND ME, I MUST LEARN TO LET GO AND REALLY LET GOD TAKE CARE OF EVERYBODY ELSE. I WILL HAVE TO PRAY VERY HARD ON THAT ONE. I TRY TO BE LIKED BY EVERYBODY BUT I AM SLOWLY LEARNING THAT EVERYBODY WILL NOT LIKE ME, MY BILLS WILL CONTINUE TO GROW AND MY STRESS LEVEL WILL CONTINUE TO RISE BUT THE HELP THAT I AM LOOKING FOR WILL NOT COME FROM THOSE AROUND ME, I AM WORKING MYSELF INTO AN EARLY GRAVE. I LOVE MY EXTENDED FAMILY BUT I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE AND THATS SOMETHING THAT I CANT CHANGE, SO I GUESS I WILL TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON ME AND WHAT I WANT MY FUTURE TO LOOK LIKE, IT HAS TO START WITH ME SO LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH.....

TO BE CONTINUED

Just Thinking

I have been out of work now for over a month and I wonder what the hell is goin on? I try to do right by others and be a good mother but I still keep getting the short end of the stick. Well it neva pays to sit and whine abt the situation....so Imma pray on it and hope all is well that ends well.

Miniya

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