I just had to leave and catch my breath. My heart is
pounding so hard I can hear it in my head. How could they do this to me? I have
been nothing but a friend and this is how they repay me. I’m hurt and most of
all I’m ashamed. My legs became heavier as I started to slowly lose my breath.
I finally stopped and bent over with my hands on my knees to catch my breath
and wipe my face. No one saw me leave, no one saw me in the doorway either. Once
she stopped running she realized how cold it was and that she all of a sudden
was lost. Her memory escaping her as she tried to make out her surroundings
through her tear filled eyes.
MY MEMORY WAS
as if it was shattered glass I don't remember anything name nothing every thing
seemed as if it was a dream I felt as if I was so out of control and too
witness what I just saw only dread and fear consumed me! I remained on my knees
crying as if I was going to emotionally die inside I felt my heart hardening
like a stone as the tears began too dry I got angry and and wanted revenge.
I stormed back to the house where the party was still going
on. No one even noticed that I was sweating and shivering from the cold. That
just made me madder. So I made my way back upstairs to my bedroom and stood in
the doorway. I could see them under the blanket doing God knows what. My heart
became cold and my anger rose until I could only see red. I stormed into the
bedroom and yelled his name. Joshua! What the hell is going on in here? I know
you didn’t have the balls to sleep with some trick in my damn bed! The covers
stopped moving and all of a sudden I could see red hair. Who the hell is under
that blanket? You better show yourself before I catch a damn case. When she
turned around my heart hit the floor.
